#this is what happens when I can't sleep
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Had a thought for a Wing!AU
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i dunno if any other audhd-ers feel this way but some weeks i feel so not autistic or having adhd. i don't mean i magically feel neurotypical, because that will never be my experience, but i feel not connected to others' experiences of being autistic or having adhd. and maybe it's having both and the unique experience that presents that makes everything feel so discordant. as a bi woman, i am familiar with that isolating experience of not being enough or too much for one group or another.
but community is always what it comes down to, right? finding your people to feel less alone. it's just hard for things that are relatively invisible. i think i'm starting to find said people in this realm but i still have weeks like this one where i feel like a fraud.
#this is what happens when i can't sleep#and i'm riled up from visiting my sister's#because her house is a sea of neurodivergence and not in a helpful way#maria blabs
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I will not lie, I'm feeling horny about the magnetic handcuffs from tws
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I'm a fucking genius holy shit
#chem explodes#this is what happens when i can't sleep#im having s o many thoughts rn thag jm 2 tired 2 articulate#ill elaborate tmrw#but uh#smashing 2 of our current hyperfixations 2gether jn my head n oughhghhg h .
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I was struck by a thought sometime between 1 and 2am last night about starting a weekly Q&A or just minor WoL lore dump every Wednesday, call them Yensdays.
I can't tell if this is genius or if I have finally gone mad lmao
#ffxiv fanfiction#ffxiv#light's falle#yenifer falle#yensdays???#this is what happens when i can't sleep
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Eru: Here are all the resplendent Valar whom you may serve. This is Manwë, whose domain is Air, the very Breath of Arda. This is Yavanna, Giver of Fruits and Queen of Earth. But I think for you, most fitting would be Aulë the Smith, who—
Mairon, pointing at Melkor: I want that one.
Eru: Him?!
The rest of the Valar: Him?!
Melkor, in the background, choking on the water he was drinking straight from a flower vase: Me?!
#silmarillion#the silmarillion#valar#ainur#melkor#mairon#morgoth#sauron#eru iluvatar#crack#this is what happens when i can't sleep at night#i get brave enough to attempt humor
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🎀My first Laicille fanart I did🎀
👇other doodles inspired by a Winx meme and the movie Red that I love + my Marscylla design while I wait for the animated one!
👇open for my reaction to the succubus as a first time reader (as accurate as possible)
I want to specify that when reading this I still wasn't completely full on their ship, I thought they were cutez together, expecially for the nightmare arc and Marci teaching Laios healing magic, but I was still unsure.
So when these panels come up I just think 'Marci is being nosy as always' and 'he really probably just thought of a monster', which isn't untrue but yk🤷♂️
I was totally expecting a 'Laios moment' explanation for the bite lol
Though I also thought it was extra-cute that he let his succubus kiss him on the cheeky like- HOW CUTE IS THAT? AWWW
THEN⁉️
THEN THESE FREAKING PAGES COME UP⁉️‼️
I swear I was reading laying in my bed but I felt the urge to sit up straight and reread like 10 times 'cause I couldn't believe my eyes!
And I was shocked that what I thought was a cute kiss on the cheeck was a freaking lick and a legit bite- There was absolutely ZERO need for it to be on the face at all and yet succubus went for the face bzxjjssj TWICE.
There are so many more reasons why I think this screams undeniably LAICILLE! but there are definitely more accurate analysis on tumblr so I leave the job to those.
I love these pages so much that when I finished the whole manga I printed them and pasted them on my walls.
I love these pages so much that I referenced the lick panel in one of the illustrations I submitted for the Laimar fanthology. (you'll see it when it's time uwu)
After that, I must admit I wasn't concentrated much on the lore with Winged Lion and stuff, so I was just laughing at the funny scenes happening right after:
Laios taking the bite with his face all skrunched up and red from embarrassment and Lion calling him an idiot for that.
He asking for wyvern breakfast even if he han no idea what's going on yet. If it's monster food, you never miss the chance, right?🥴
The freaking 😳 face he does when dream!Marcille greets him good morning. "Oh shit that's my bestie pouting her lips...the bestie that was sexily biting me few moments ago...oh man, oh lord! Act normal! ACT NORMAL!!"
I just find it funny, the image of perfecly logical Laios trying to figure out why the hell his succubus had Marcille's face or even, why not, put aside the whole thing to never be discussed again out of fear of his own blooming feelings or the party's judgement, expecially after what happened with the previous party mage, Asivia.
But fear not, after taking a pause and recollecting myself I continued reading and absorbing the lore like god intended😎👍
In the end, this all scene made me realize that Laios definitely could see her that way and made me start considering the ship more seriously. And since then Marcille also showed up to be warmer to Laios and they often found comfort in each other's help and presence. At that point I myself was fully in love with them<3
Thanks for stopping by and reading my reaction, hopefully you had fun!
#oh boi that was a long post#that's what happens when i can't sleep well#meelkiewee#meelkiewee dunmeshi#dunmeshi#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#dungeons#laios dungeon meshi#laios thorden#laios touden#laios#marcille dunmeshi#marcille donato#marcille#laicille#laimar#laios x marcille#marcille x laios#artists on tumblr#digital art#sketch#sketch dump#digital sketch#dungeon meshi spoilers
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my art style is too simple for this but just know that when i draw post-ttt hunter, in my mind he has central pink-brown heterochromia. like this, kinda:
#just..... so neat to me#i love the brown but sometimes i miss the pink + it being a visible grimwalker feature so THIS is how i cope#also To Me his eyes also absolutely reflect pink in the dark still#the owl house#hunter toh#toh hunter#my art#?#my sketches#my doodles#hunter#my toh talk#headcanon#nicole talks#there's also the quite popular complete heterochromia headcanons where his right eye is brown and left magenta#but i can't FULLY commit to those cuz ig the logistics of it depends on what fully happened and WHY hunter's eye color changed. magic-wise#and we don't knowwww! and i'm not sure what to go with and it's gonna bother me if my headcanon is not Air-Tight XNSKSJK#and even if it's “he gets flapjack's eyes thus only the right one” it also won't let me sleep at night cuz#there's the fact that we've SEEN flapjack's left eye open! which might've been an animation error but AUYGHGHHH.....#also . 2 different eye colors make color palettes harder LMAO i make them slightly different when i draw him with brown eyes vs pink. so!#but central heterochromia....... oh my mind is SET on this. like it's canon To Me
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Pac: Take care of Ramon, take care of Richas, ok? See you on the other side, big boy.
Fit: [Laughs] Take it easy, big boy. Take it easy, big boy. Actually, nononono– You can't just say "big boy" and then just expect me to not drag you outta here. [Fit tries to lasso Pac] You're coming with me.
Pac: No, I need to leave!
Fit: You're coming with me. You are not dying today! You are not dying today!
Pac: I need to leave, Fit! I'm sorry, I'm sorry!
Ironmouse: Are you guys like, having sexy time?
Fit: There's homosexual activity going on Mouse, don't worry about us, ok?
Ironmouse: You guys, we don't have time to be gay right now.
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Pac: I'm just here to say goodbye to you, Fit.
Fit: Goodbye? We're not– we're gonna be fine, we're going to get out of here, don't worry.
Aypierre: Yeah, don't worry!
Pac: I know, but like– I will sleep until the end, you know? I will pass through this moment sleeping, man. I won't be able to be awake for the moment.
Fit: [Laughs] You know, it's– I mean, if that's how you wanna go, but– I mean, that- I mean, isn't that bed kind of like.... I don't know, it's–
Pac: No no, I will be staying on the sofa, you know, I will be staying on the sofa.
Fit: Oh the sofa. Ok, that's a nice sofa! Yeah, that is a pretty nice sofa.
Pac: Yeah, it's a nice sofa right? No, yeah– I'm going to stay on the sofa, you know? So, since I will be going Fit... [Pac starts tossing Fit all his items]
Aypierre: [Not paying attention to their conversation] Is that bigger cell? I don't think it's a bigger- biggest one.
Fit: Oh... Thank you Pac, thank you.
Pac: Everything you need to survive, ok?
Fit: Wow.
Aypierre: Wow.
Pac: And if you need this one also, maybe, who knows? [Throws him more items]
Fit: Ohhh, well hey– just take this to remember me by, ok? [Tosses him a photo of himself – the same one Aypierre was carrying all day yesterday]
Pac: [Laughs] Ok, I will sleep holding the picture you know, like this. You know, I will dream about you, Fit. And I hope this is gonna be good dreams. I see you in the other side. Good luck, my friend.
Fit: The other side... Yeah, you know, yeah, we– we– you know? It's been an honor, Pac. It's been an honor, you know?
Pac: Yeah, for me too, you know? Take care of Ramon, take care of Richas, ok?
Fit: Ok.
Pac: See you on the other side, big boy.
Fit: I will sing your praise– Oh yeah, hey– [Laughs] Take it easy, big boy. Take it easy, big boy. Actually, nononono– You can't just say "big boy" and then just expect me to not drag you outta here. You're coming with me.
Pac: No, I need to leave!
Fit: You're coming with me. You are not dying today! You are not dying today!
Pac: I need to leave, Fit! I'm sorry, I'm sorry!
Fit: Sorry, there's–
Pac: I'm sorry!
Ironmouse: Are you guys like, having sexy time?
Fit: There's homosexual activity going on Mouse, don't worry about us, ok?
Ironmouse: You guys, you guys– we don't have time to be gay right now, come on. There's no time.
Pac: No, there's no time! Oh, goodbye Fit...
Fit: Ok, c'mon, no no no, come on, we got this we got this!
Pac: Goodbye Fit, I'm sorry!
Fit: [Laughs] Oh no...
#Pactw#FitMC#Hideduo#FitPac#QSMP#QSMP Prison#January 22 2024#So canonically how do you guys view this moment?#Did Pac just canonically conk out from stress?#Did he take sleeping pills on purpose to sleep through whatever awful thing was inevitably going to happen?#Curious to hear what other people think#I like to imagine the stress finally got to him#He spent the entire time trying to mirror things he saw Cell doing#and finally cried about it to Bagi#I can't blame him if he wants to sleep through the rest of it. Man's living in a place that's actively making him relive past trauma#Fit says he's carrying Pac in his backpack but I like to imagine that he just gave Pac a piggy back ride the entire way home :D#I imagined that for Purgatory too#it's cute#idk the whole idea of very traumatized characters being so comfortable around certain people#Idk the idea Pac feeling so safe around Fit#(despite being in a place that is actively stressing him out)#that he feels alright falling asleep and trusting him / Mike to protect him is sweet to me#Idk man I'm a big fan of the ''literal sleeping together'' trope#I love when characters take naps together it's so cute#esp when it's two traumatized characters with a lot of baggage / trust issues#It's nice#anyways I got way off topic with these tags LMAO sorry#I was gonna edit this down but I like the entire conversation so I'm leaving it as is#The YouTube editor living in my brain: Not great for viewer retension#Me: Shhhhhhhh I'm an Archivist. I can do whatever I want.
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Somebody should've asked Kishimoto how Obito felt when Kakashi died during Pain's Attack Arc.
#can't sleep#obikaka#naruto#kakaobi#obkk#kakashi hatake#uchiha obito#pain#arc#akatsuki#naruto shippuden#surely some weird sharingan eye magic should've happened considering how Obito's sometimes able to see shit through KK's sharingan#especially when the other is on the verge of death#i wanna know what he felt#what he thought#did he care? or did he think that Kakashi was a Fake?#or was he too far gone too cold hellbent on his goals that he DIDN'T care?#midnight musings i guess
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behind the scenes: me n' toji @ home
#the way he is gone tear my ass up later for this#this is the embodiment of me and toji's relationship#too perfect#this is what happens when I wake up at 5am and can't go back to sleep lolol.#•𐦍 𝓀𝒾𝓏𝓏𝒶𝓉тαℓк#✩𝓀𝒾𝓏𝓏𝒶𝓉•𝕘𝕗𝕩#❀ ྀིྀᡣ𐭩°𝓀𝒾𝓏𝓏𝒶𝓉¢σяє#kalji ship#jjk self ship#jjk#jjk edits#jjk headcanons#jjk hc#toji edit#toji x reader#jjk toji#toji x fem reader#toji x black reader#jjk x black reader#toji self ship#jjk self insert#toji fushiguro#amv#jjk amv#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jujutsu kaisen edit#jujutsu kaisen x black reader
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Guys.
So the other day I thought it would be fun (??) to go through Sleep Token's twitter (yeah yeah, I know, evil site) and I had to share this here.
Listen, I LOVE the way they talk so Cryptic™ and Eloquent™ - for some reason this one just made me laugh so, so much.
Man's really said VORE with his full chest, I love it.
#it reminded me of the “go piss girl” meme but like#“go drink girl” instead#ngl i wish we could have this little interactions back but as per ~recent events~ they're so much better off that way#(why we can't have nice things)#this is what happens when you have insomnia at 5am#their old tweets are so funny to me i can't explain#i'm fully picturing Vessel sipping his own coffee going BET at that#anyways. i'm very normal about them#sleep token#sleep token worship
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one of a kind living in a world gone plastic
baby you're so classic
@most-tragic-character-tournament
(all my thoughts in the tags)
#anyway i found their theme song and lost my mind#tragedyshipping#lloyd garmadon#ninjago#antigone#tagamemnon#pollshipping#i'm gonna be thinking about this for the next hour before i go to sleep#i just wanted to make a playlist for them i didn't think i would find a perfect fit#they have taken over many of my braincells and i can't even complain this is the enrichment i needed#all i'm saying is the idea of a movie trailer for these two is taking shape more and more and this should 100% be the accompanying song#not even a full trailer because that would take forever but like. a 30 second TV spot. family drama. them not really getting along at first#(e.g. glaring at each other while being forced to dance or something)#but then warming up to each other on the road because road trips have my soul when it comes to movies ok#i want them to stargaze in the bed of a hotwired pickup truck while on the run from people who demand bloodshed (a poll winner)#the slow(?) burn of not wanting to be in this mess to actually enjoying spending time together to something more#(trailer/commercial ends on or just after “baby you're so classic” with the cut to the title and in theaters date)#maybe most of the tv spot is them arguing and making life hell for one another but it's hard to deny there's something more brewing#(one of the reviews is just ''A modern classic'' because i think i'm funny)#i really want the title to be a play off of them meeting through the tragic tournament but it's completely different from the tone i want#''tragedy: null and void'' is a fun one#i've never been the greatest at titles if they don't hit me like a truck#anyway hi folks i'm sorry if you have no idea what's happening and see this in your tags#willowarts
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Chokehold: IV.
Co-op Live November 26th, 2024
(Source - the amazing therottendoll once more!)
#sleep token#tw flashing lights#iv sleep token#pookie hunting then close up and yeah#wonder what happened at the end there#but he!!#him!!#also the fucking crown of the symbol being atop his bloody head i can't with this#and when the shadows fall on him with the red crown behind him it's amazing#truly everything#everything bagel iv
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✨ family time ✨
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#YOU MEAN WHAT HAPPENED WHEN I WAS SLEEPING?!#👀👀👀👀#IDK IF IT'S GOOD#sometimes for sure is missing#can't figure out tho what#louis tomlinson#harry styles#larry#larry stylinson#manip#manips#mine#hledit#hsedit#ltedit#hltracks#hlcreators#trackinghome#trackinghappily#1d#one direction#one direction manip#one direction manips#1d manip#1d manips#artistsof1d
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GUESS WHAT I HIT.
69K.
NICE.
#I did briefly go 'maybe I should write another 700 words and just get to 70k'#and then was like. shut up go to sleep leave it at 69. for the lulz.#but GOD okay this is happening it's going I am GETTING THERE.#LIKE A SCENE AND A HALF UNTIL SHIT HITS THE FAN AND HONESTLY THIS IS THE 'GETTING WEIRD' PART#IT IS GOING TO HAPPEN.#I am preemptively worrying that the ending is not gonna be satisfying but IT DOESN'T MATTER RN. SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP#it has to be written to edit it has to be written to edit#actually I was listening to the recent episode of print run podcast (recommend for anyone interested in the publishing industry)#and it was very funny cuz one of them is a writer#and he is also catholic. and they were arguing over 'you can't edit a blank page'#and he was like 'no no. you haven't sinned when there's nothing yet. if i sit perfectly still no one will smite me.'#I'm still laughing about it. what a mood lmfao#anyway I am not taking it to heart but it was funny as hell. personally attacked with that one. anyway#megs is writing
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